Below are the 9 most recent journal entries recorded in Kristi McCullough's LiveJournal:

Sunday, July 6th, 2003
6:57 pm	I've become a little more badass. I'm at the lab because there is air here and not at my sauna (a.k.a my apartment). No air can be a real bummer in the summer at Athens. So more important news, I got my nose pierced this weekend. I am 21 and my mom still flipped. F that shit, at least I'm not getting married like all my friends!!!!! I'm out! Current Mood: hot (Comment on this)
Friday, May 23rd, 2003
2:14 am	It official! Yes, the time has come...I have a date with my fine brotha! I'll let you know how it goes! By the way, Clay lost and I really don't want to talk about it but that shit was FIXED! I don't know if I will be watching it next season.w Current Mood: giggly (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 13th, 2003
5:59 pm	I am in love wit a brotha! I haven't written in quite a while, but since everyone else is doing it so am I. Yes, it is true, I am now down with the brown. After spending many evenings at Maggies, a certain dark skinned fine specimen has caught my eye...among other things. I think he knows of my lust for him, it is pretty obvious. We spent a few hours talking in his room about some serious stuff. For example, what we would name our children, that will have pretty hair. And if it is a boy, hopefully, a big wang. I'll update you when the making out occurs...hopefully soon! Current Mood: horny (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 3rd, 2002
8:21 pm	"I'm funny, my friends are funny, my life is just funny"-Me So I hate quoting myself but it just describes what's been going on on lately. I am OFFICIALLY single. We broke up while I was walking to the house from my apartment. Funny that the night before I had called to tell him excatly what he told me, but he was on his way to the bars and I didn't want to do it then. It was actually a mutual thing. I'm sure that he has a girlfriend already...that's just the way things always go with me. WINDSOR WAS AMAZING! We drank, sang, and danced all night. The only part that sucked was when I drunk dialed Bob* crying talking about all the the paces that we went to that were "our" places in Windsor. I was so wasted and immediatly puked after that. But honestly...I laughed my ass off and needed a get-away like that. Last night we had a Labor day party and it was the shit. I really do think that I hang out with the funniest people on OU campus. And it was really nice to see some people who I haven't seen since school ended. And I can't wait until Saturday when Mag gets here...it's really not the same with out her. I miss all of our face sittings...tee hee. Song quote of the night: "I believe when I fall in love with you it will be forever. I believe when I fall in love this time it will be forever." -Stevie Wonder(I was watching High Fidelity and this song never gets out of my head after I watch that movie.) Current Mood: geeky (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 27th, 2002
11:52 pm	This place literally depresses me. First off, let me start by saying that I know my life is not difficult compared to others. But right now I need to vent. Here I go: Aaron, Aaron Aaron. Why did my sister tell me that she saw him and Annie making out? Why am I 20 years old and complaining about this on the internet? Why have we been broken up for over a year and I am STILL not over him? Why did he find someone and is so happy when we weren't even broken up, while I manage to find these guys that a) treat me like absolute shit or b) don't want anything "serious". Fuck that shit. When I come home all it does is make me think about this more. I hardly ever think about Aaron when I'm at school, but when I'm at home it's like constant. I understand that everyone gets their heart broken at least once, but to those people...when does it ever completely heal? When will I ever be able to date a guy and not compare him to "THE Aaron". It's so frustrating because I really really, deeply, and truely want to be over him. I just don't know when I will. Liz said that she wasn't truely over her ex until he broke up with the girl that he started dating after they broke up. Knowing my luck Aaron and Annie will get married and have this wonderful life. The life that I was supposed to have. But I have to go with my ultimate belief that everything happens for a reason, even though I doubt that sometimes. Today my mom asked me why it makes me so upset when I see him or hear things. She said, "You still love him don't you?" Geez, mom is that apparant to you? Of course I still love him...how in the hell do you just stop loving someone? Maybe I should ask him, or not. So then after I'm already upset about this I had to discuss the topic of divorce tonight. Extremely touchy subject for me. Honestly, that is the reason why I will have issues with realationships for the rest of my life. Thanks dad, or shall I say Greg. And then I make the most rediculous mistake of calling Bob* tonight, who every so conviently didn't anser the phone. This makes 2 straight days of us not talking. I guess it's really over. I should have never called him in the first place. Damn it! I probably should go to bed. Song lyric of the night: "It's nothing It's so normal You just stand there I could say so much But I don't go there cause I don't want to." -Matchbox 20 Current Mood: depressed (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, August 26th, 2002
11:16 pm	This town blows So, I now realize why I hate being at home. It is so damn boring. Today was wuite eventful though. Maggie and I went tanning where I got absolutly fried. Then we did some shopping. I didn't get anything that I was too excited about...just the regular old stuff. Then I came home and took a nap. The rest of my night included us doing nothing in Wintersville with M Burns. I saw Aaron today downtown. That's sure to be on my mind for a few days. Maybe that's what I hate this place so much? It's all his fault! Damn him! I'm definitly ready to be back at school for good. I just know how much fun this year is going to be. Hopefully not too much fun. Anyway, I have nothing to say. Someday I hope my journal entries are as good as Alissa's. She always manages to say the best stuff. "Really are you in this cause I can feel you pulling away Not to mention all the things you never say" -Stroke 9(it was just stuck in my head for some particular reason.) Current Mood: dorky (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 25th, 2002
7:10 pm	"Tingles and everything" Well, I'm home for a whole week. I don't really know what I'm going to do, but thankfully Maggie will be here to keep me company. I spend the weekend in Columbus babysitting and made an assload of money, which is a good thing because we are definitly going to Windsor next Saturday. It will really be out of control! I am super excited. I haven't talked to a cetain someone very much since I've left school. I'm kinda happy about that. I think we really need an official break. I just get so angry about shit sometimes that's it nice to just not be. You know when I come home I can't help but think about Aaron. I mean, it sucks. Did you ever just think that there was just one person who you knew that is who you were going to be with forever? He was definitly the one. I thought we would get married. And I'm thinking that maybe the reason why I'm not over him is the fact that I haven't found someone else that I've just fallen in love with and he has. That's another problem...am I wrong to think that if I don't fall in love with someone withing 3 months of dating then I never will? I guess that everything just happened so fast in the past and I knew that it was love. No one that I've met has given me the "tingles". You know that feeling you get when you're with someone and you are all mushy inside and you know that you are just head over heels with them. That's what I want. Maybe if I stop looking then I'll find it? Ok, gotta get ready for my Maggie. Current Mood: blah (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 18th, 2002
9:03 pm	What are these dreams about? So I've had a pretty eventful few days. Wednesday was probably the most exciting. Bob*(name has been changed to protect the innocent) and I went to the Junction as "friends", where in one night I had a guy buying me drinks and walked out with another guys number. Looks like I showed someone that other boys DO like me. Then I came home with Bob because he had to take care of my puking ass. I was so sick. But then was cheered up by the new James Taylor C.D. Why is it when you break up with a guy they either hate your guts or are so nice that you forget why you broke up with them in the first place? Thursday I just went to the bars with the roommate and neighbors and met up with Bob and didn't sleep at home. Friday I was on my way to Columbus to baby-sit, but before I did that I went to visit Luke. I met the new boyfriend and he is very attractive. I think he thought I was crazy because I had so much to tell Luke. I miss him so much when he's not around. He's the best. But we're going to go the male strip club next Saturday. I should definitly be getting my self into some trouble! And James randomly called me that night. WTF? That's a whole new problem that I really don't want to deal with. I told him I would call him back, but didn't. So, I had the weirdest dream last night I was at my grandpa's funeral and Aaron was there. He kept kissing me and telling me how sorry he was and all I kept doing was crying. Finally I stopped and we were walking in a cemetary where I then called him by Bob's name. Weird...maybe I'm finally getting over him? I wish I knew what that shit meant? Maybe I should look it up? So I have about a million projects to do for my stupid, pointless class. But right now I'm going to visit the "friend". We'll see what happens! Current Mood: groggy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 13th, 2002
6:47 pm	Oh what a day! So as much as I made fun of online journals in the past I decided to get one. Mostly because Luke and I were going to do this together and tell you about our Will and Grace friendship, but now I guess it's just me. And believe it or not, I actually have a lot to say. Today was an extremely weird day. I went to class and then work, which is pretty normal, but then got home only to argue with the boy in my life. It was bound to happen and we decided to be friends. Man, this sounds really high schoolish. It's really sad because we do have so much in common and I really really care about him, but what am I to do when I can't be treated like I want to be treated? I guess after the last relationship I know what I want and I don't want to settle for less than that. I just thought that if I stuck with the relationship then I could make him treat me the way that I wanted. I'm so messed up sometimes. I just hate ending relationships and I have that fear of being alone. It's my issues and I'm trying to deal with them. I really think that we can be friends, we were before we even dated. And honestly, our friendship is what I enjoyed most out of it. He was great, just not ready for someone like me. The girls in 14 and Liz and I decided to have Taco Tuesday and make margaritta's. And after our second drink we decided that we wanted to go to Canada for Labor Day weekend. That sounds like a plan to me, I just hope that everyone really sticks with it. I think I need something like that...and I could drink legally! Hopefully tomorrow will be better, but I highly doubt it. I have to work at 6 in the friggin morning and then go to class and then back to work again. I really might pass out! "All you see is red lights behind me Maybe this isn't what you wanted baby I don't blame you falling backwards No one's ever quite confused you this way" Current Mood: gloomy (2 Comments |Comment on this)